A little too over...

This Christmas, are u guys having a fun & warm christmas?
Me!! Having a great christmas with my friends & family member....
XD...

20-DEC
Finally, it's my time... HAHA,
i left Kuala Lumpur straight ahead to Pulau Pinang,
The whole distance was extremely fantastic...
I stayed into a hotel named """g""" hotel,
quite interesting, isn't it...
Just using a single word o be it's hotel name,
But,
i stayed in the excultive longue,
24 hours ( online, food, beer, soft drinks) it's for free...
How awesome is it.....



26-DEC...
I'm having a great time with my friends...
Althought she is leaving us but she will be back twice in a year...
Until she is going to leave M'sia, i only know how to appreciate,
That is not cool...
We had our BBQ gathering dinner at Jia xing's place...
Keep on talking about last time,
but this part of memory will always keep deep inside our heart...

Love...

Love is something that is using ur deepest place of ur heart to feel...
Love can throw us into the darkness or gloom,
Love can make feel happy and felicity,
But when love really throw us into darkness,
Try to find a light to bring u out from the gloom,
that light will be ur angel,
Not to die easily...


Rest in Peace Alvin !!!

Haha, i know how it feels, so until know i choose to be alone, with friends and families...
DO u know what is the best?
Is ur friends & families....

The deserted street...
I had lost myself today and tomorrow but not forever...
Standing alone at the middle of the street, searching something that i have lost...
LOST MY WAY, LOST MY FOCUS and CONFIDENCE too...
In this exam, i really felt that i myself really sucks...
I this pic emphasize my feeling of sadness, deperation...


The center is the only light in the gloom...
That is faith ,destiny and future...
When can i walk through it ?
Today, i dropped from here, when can i stand back up?
Are u the light who can guide me through this darkness .

Darkness is full with creepiness...

Happy & Sad....

Today, went to tuition...
But the sadness things was started...
We have an hour break and only 1 car...
What should i do ?
I just picked bei yu , wilson and hoi kei
BECAUSE, I still need to picked Ankern and Rong jin,
I had made a decision is to abandon my friends,
that really makes me unhappy, a kind of feeling that can not be describe...
Haiz,
When i looked from another angle,
I felt happy, bcoz Ankern and Rong Jin stay alone,
Me, myself can do is fetch them outside to have something to eat...
Hope, they will be happy...

Friends are those who really show understanding of u..

And also give u support always...

Hi guys...

Are u guys fighting for ur exam?
Remember, to have a good rest too ...
Pls, dot forget...
Hope u guys will have a good result out...
:P

Mid Autumn ...

Yesterday night went to Yun Chin's house having a great time...
Eating loklok just right in front of her house...
Nice- man...
Around 8pm a...
My Ekonomi teacher brought her big brother to Yun Chin house...
Leng zai... Girls who want to Kao him get his hp num from ur teacher la...
HAHA...
Finally, our Miss saw came...
HAHA, miss her so much...
When she reach, first thing she wanted to do was EAT!!!
After eating, She really shacked me!!!
She was playing mahjong...
HAHA, Queen of mahjong!!!
At the end, she was kicked by Yik Ping.
How sad ?
><
Miss saw , why u didnt bring ur prada bag for us to do loklok...
HAHA...

Good night, and also wish all my friends Happy Mooncake festival....

My feelings...

Start to think...
Every year, i starts to think in another way, and also think in another angle...
But, till now i still cant find my balance point...
I had done my best, everyone thinks that is the best ,
but me,
That is the thing for awhile not forever...
Sometimes,
I will change my mind bcoz of someone,
That is totally wrong,
We should follow what our heart is telling us DO WITH NO REGRET...
Remember bcoz we are getting older and older,
When we do something that are not wanted by us,
this will make us regret forever....

BBQ day....

That day was really FUN...
But just someone who was not invited by me then he come.
But we still let him ate a lot lemon.....

Yun Chin, u put my aeroplane twice in just 2 days....
Rong jin stay at my place 3 days 2 night...

1st night
We when to coffee bean with yun chin , jia jun, and bei yu....
We had a cold mocha drink with lots of cream on top of it...
HAHA... Yummy...

2nd night
After having dinner with my family,
we went upstairs to rest...
9pm , ring the bell rang...
We went outisde with two bikes,
to have some beer...
Walao, both of them drank until both of them eyes and face red until like tomatoes....
They are so cute, Forgive me guys....
11pm only reach home, 12pm we went to sleep on the bed...


I'm having a great time with them. And also those who attended to the BBQ on last saturday.

A good day

Day by day,

i still confort myself down,

But,

now i have 1 week holiday to rest myself.

This is good,

Everyone need this time to recharge themself into a good mode.

HAHA

My brother already discharged out from the hospital,

And now,

he's resting at home.

Then my mum will find a better doctor for him to do second operation.

Hope he will be ok.

May God Bless him all the time.

TATA guys.







Almost forget, today is Jane dancing competition.
Hope she will win in the ompetition ..
Bye, and good night guys,...

Another sad and buzy weekend?

Hard Feeling...

I can't stop this kind of feeling until now....


I really don't want to think,


but this kind of feeling is struggling...


dont why???


Sometimes, i want to leave this home,


and find a peaceful place to stay or a place for me to hide into...

I really dont want to face all of this challenge,

I'm only a guy with one pair of hand unarmed,
How can i fight in the war???
Sorry to my family, i dont have anymore energy,
Pls let me go...
I 'm really tired and pressure..
I cant stand it anymore, me is still me. a guy will bring his happiness to everyone but he will hode his sadness in his corner of his heart..
Really sorry...

Another fatigue day...

Haiz,
Y everday i'm so buzy,
homework ,HOMEwork , and HOMEWORK ...
Y my Homework cant finish ?
I dont Y?

Tired, pressure ...

Coming up next is going to have another exam battle..
Sharpen ur pencil , prepare urself , turn urself into exam mode ..
Fight, Fight guys..

Bye~~

Another busiest day...

Sink into despair,
Lots of homework had not been done,
Exams fail,
Coming up next , is another big exam...
My soul is so tired, cant rest even i'm sleeping...

Dont know Y?
Dont u think form 4 is a honeymoon yeaR,
I dont think so,
GAmbateh la..
Need to study, Geografi, tommorow exam ..
TATA....

A concert...

After my English, the weather was hot, i'm sweatering bcoz of the hot sun...
Hop on a metro bus to KLCC to find ADER,
I reach Chow Kit, change taxi to KLCC..
What the F**K, u are kidding man, traffic jam...
I reached KLCC was already 5.00pm...
Finally, I reached the top of KLCC, forgot what is the shop name...
Having a delicious japanese food with yan Qi and ah der...

AT NIGHT,
I reached the concert with both of them.,
i saw JANE wearing a flower dress,
Chuan jin wearing like a prime minister,
Yee wei wearing like a clubbing guy,
.... HAHA...

Finding our way to a place to sit,
Jane and I sit together,
BUT,
We sparate with ader, they sat upstair with yeew wei them...
I saw Chee Qian and Chui ping , they are pretty man..

After the concert,
Jane, I dont want to write la..
Is already past tense,
Forget it ba...


Yee wei a,
that is ur mom and dad a,
Y u talk with them like a friend quite unusual..


Some impression,
Wanted to share ,
Friends cant be forever together, they have their own dream to suceed...
like chee qian ,
She will be graduate this year,
but this few year i didnt treasure her...
Now , i learned ..
Hope u guys will treasure ...

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This few week, are going to be very hard time for me....
Lots of exam, project, peka....
I think , I'm going to crazy. Not enough time for me to rest...
I wanted to vent off my anger, but this is not good to vent my anger to other people,
The only thing that i can is scream in my inner heart..
I can feel what is the word ""pressure""....
Time is limited, Do the things that u wanted to do for a long fast....

Hope u and me will be always a sceret to everbody that know us...

Hi, my blog....

Falling into a sensation of BLUE .....

Dont know Y???
Is Just some kind of feeling everyone will go through...
But it's ok to me....
HAHA...


4 A Ren, u guys are awesome...
Hope u guys will be great 4ever...


Yan han,
Thanks for u to listen what i say today...


Ke Xin,
I miss u so so much...


Jia Wen,
Today, u scared when u come into class u said"" I wont beat u anymore!!!"""
Which man got such power to change u ??
Let me know, When u KAo him ok ???
HEHE....

Finallly, i the sport day had to the end...

Firstly, I need to thanks to everyone of 4 A ren...
All of u are awesome....
I dont know Y? That guy got those selfishness, but already a past tense....
Just dont talk about her..
HAHA...
Jia Jun, thx for sending to the stadium...
Hui wen, thx for ur bread...

It's holiday...

What to do this holiday...
Everyone is not free....
What to do...
Can go out, just stay at home and eat and sleep, and ... Sleep tooo....
I need to move if not i will be fat like the kitten inside Shrek forever after....
HAHA....
Where can i have buffet ????
Any suggestion ????
I want steamboat buffet ???
Anywhere near Kepong???
Hope u guys have a great holiday...^^

Hi my adorable blog

So long did not update my blog..
Blog , i'm back... last few month i didnt update bcoz i need to prepare my exam....
Holy MAMA,
I'm so tired of preparing my exam...
The first year i feel pressure in exam...
How come???
Isnt it her, who give me pressure ????
Until know is still an unsolve question...
LIke my friend just win urself is enough...
But i cant do it...
Hope i can go smooth this year.

Believe urself

Day By Day....

Time will go day by day......
Dont why feels like want to scold people????
Men's period ???
HAHA....

But really....
Wrong or right???
We should stand each side of situation and compare the right...

Why ???
Nothing has gone wrong.......
But i believe i'm right...

At here, i need to confess that i not small gas or what...
Is a kind of feeling that did not been respect by someone
I didnt hate or small gas but just that feeling...

I dont want to say who...
Let me to have some time to think...
And relax...
The only thing i want to do is to focus on my studies..


At the end, to someone...
If u didnt know anything from both side, pls dont try to teach or scold me....
Pls listen to the both side, and only make a decission to help...
If not then just keep quite....



Thank u, lilian for being my audience....
And u help me a lot...

A funny girl...

This girl is adorable...
Keep making laugh until school was finished..
A girl that full of compassion..
A girl that full of her dreams,
Knowing want she wants, what she need, what she want to do ....
A girl that keep on smile...
HAHA, lilian is u la.....

Oh My God...

Time is getting less...
Exam is getting nearer...
Who should i do ???
I also dont have much time ...
Everyday, my time has gone to tuition...
Everyday, is just tuition, and keep on tuition...
Nothing special to do...
The only thing i most proud is,, i have a few hours time to have a tea or cafe in coffee house..
Maybe this week i will go again, is quite relax when urself is inside having a coffee,
smells the coffee when the workers are cooking the coffee...
I need to take a deep rest, to walk a futher way....
RElax is the only thing i can do before the exam come...
This is not a simple exam, this is bcoz my own face,...
If u guys think that u get 60++ or higher is very proud ...
U are wrong...

TATA
, i need to study le...

Will it be forever ???

Life can change...
Things can change....
Relationship can change.....
Nothing is impossible...
Think u are right then u are right...
Do it when u are still young,
Brave, it's the thing u need...
Be brave!!!

HAHA... Open 2nd blog...

Open 2 nd blog for the someone la...
Since that someone, so Zhi Lian ...
So, yesterday i make a decision to create a blog for that someone lo...
If not i will let her beat again....

Why??? Tell me y????

Y???
can just keep ur mouth shut..
I dont want to listen ur voice...
Today, i almost want to fuck u...
Just do ur own things..
If u dont listen, u will regret...
I know u will.....
U are the girl i hate most, u are such a moron....
Is u...
The girl who sit in front me...

I feel pressure... Is a bad thing to me....

Pressure...
A thing that u cant describe...
Me myself, already start to prepare...
Doing something extra-ordinary....
Guys , we will be sitting 4 our exam on May...
Cheer up.. ..:)

Sometimes i feel like that....

Sometimes i will treat u guys like my brother and sister maybe is ur age....
This year, i meet some great friends this year...
But compare to 2 min, 2 min u are the best , love u guys 4ever...
Those kind of wholehearted true friendship...
But the most i care is thiam Huang, dont know y???

Ailynder la, yi wei la, qian hui la, ... a lot more...
And also 4 a ren my new friends..
U guys is awesome too.....
U guys are like my bro and sister...
HAHA....

I willl help u guys all when u need my help....

Me & KLCC....

Went to KLCC with friends...

Wah, on the way to KLCC lots of Mangkali Sigh..

Got 1 let me remember his smell, bcoz when his arm lift up, his armpit Got some smell...

Do u know what smell, ???

I think u would know...

HAHA...TT



Went inside PC fair , people sea people moutain...

Crowed with people...

Gosh, i feel dizzy inside..

Like toufu, like what yee wei said to me...
TT...


After pc fair, i saw sotong with his bf lo...
My leg very pain and also KeXin too.....
Went to Coffee Bean have a cup of ice tea & a delicious chocolate chip muffin...
HAHA...
Next to me that lady is my kind of dream woman....
Yeat Hwang,,, she's to old for u...
Come back...

OK.. Ding Dong..
Time is running out ... I went to have a show with them, we watch """ Ice Kacang Puppy Love"" ....
Ah Cow kiss lee xing jie, i dont let yee wei see lo..
So i use my hand to cover his eyes....
Quite a good show....


After Cinema,,, Madam Kwam is my next and last shop...
Had a Red Bean ice...
Wow, delicious....
HAHA....
OH MY GOD...
When my head turn i saw.............................................................................................
Yap Jia Wen.. Outside, How ???
I thought inside Madam Kwan got toilet, At the end is dont have...
Haiz .. .
Just face her lo...
She look at me, i look to the tiang..
Let her eat LING MONG....
HAHA, i wanted to ask is lemon nice???
Her bro is so adorable....
HAHA....

7pm only reach home...
So tired....

So nervous....

do not Y???
Start to prepare my next Big Exam already...
HAHA....

In front of me that girl ho....
Very ham sap , very bian tai...
Always bully me...
Always touch my hand, my simon,.... Where also let touch.. EXcept there la..
Can anyone know where can buy a cage ????
I want lock her up lo....
Haiz....
Ke lian...TT....

It's time...It's time....

It's time, today was the last day of exam ......
So So good no need to be Panda agian ...
Quite tired, when u guys study like me...
Almost every night need to see late....
But the exam is over .....
Celebrate ...
HAHA....

When to Jusco..

On the road, taking SELANGOR bus...
I felt dizzy bcoz the bus keep on shaking..
Oh My God.. I swear that i wont take selangor bus AGAIN..
YER~~~~
But also need to thank u ailynder for the TWO pieces of sushi that she belanja me.....
SO nice...!!!
HAHA...



Today, i act as ARMSTRONG..
Had a wedding with ANNA that means is KAIQI..
Now guys i'm not single already..

Studying..

Now is 04.05am thursday early in the morning..
Day till night,
6am to 4am,
lights are open until lights are off..
Just wanted to study for my dream..

And also want to have another legend in my life,
is to study in 5 A zhong..
Probably..

Night, guys..
Need to take a nap and only go to school...
TATA!!!
Muackz zz
HAHA :)

Sick again..yer..

I really too weak..
U guys always zat me when i'm sick!!!
Today, got a news is XX with XX together already..
I just want to say is SHIT & FUCK only..
How on earth this can happen!!!
Yuck..
U dont talk to me....
Get lost...
when i saw u i will think about that scene..
Is just digusting....
Do u think is romantic but i just think is making urself more despicable..
!!!!!!
!!!!!!
!!!!!!

Everything has come to and end....

All those feeling will stop begin onwards(today onwards)..
I dont want to love too deep, i know is already too deep...

But i know how to let a!!!

It's painful, so it's time for me to put down, and Rest in my own world...

After resting is a brand new Me...

HAHA...^^

I know that the first time that i had this feeling was form2 that was the hardest time i never been through..

Now is the second time, but i know to control already, dont worry nothing will happen..
HAHA ^^

Time will prove it,Let's see guys..

Support me?

But really it's time to let go and forget..

I will be happy always.....

time will prove everything,

smile is the only thing that i can do:)

Everyday is a new day ?

Do u guys think everyday is new day ?
But maybe i think is everyday is represence a colour of that day...
But maybe today i will choose it as blue, bcoz blue let me think about my bed...
Today, i feel very sleepy, after school tuition, when i was sitting in the car i fall asleep until i reach home.. I'm too sleepy..
Maybe, really this year is not a honeymoon year, is more harder than UEC ..
Oh My God..
forgot yo finish my Notes , guys bye and have a sweet dream when u guys is sleeping..
TATA>...

Haiz.. Today just so no mood...

Dont why today so no mood , maybe it's the exam that make me a bit of unusual...


Whole day feel like sleeping on a bed...


Gosh, today the geo exam paper so damn hard...

Dont know what am i writing writing on it...
So upset that didnt work hard in the exam..

+

Haiz.. Today just so no moob

Dont know Anything, But just Why came in my mine..

In this class i cant even pay attetion when the teacher is teaching, dont Y?
I started to feel myself that i already gone into a lazy , feeling tired mode.
I've been gone through 1 retain year, this makes me feel regret that i didnt pay attention in that year and everyday just only have fun in the class.
So now, this kind of mood is already back to my 2010 life...
What to do, ?
until now i also dont know what to do, sometimes i dont want to talk ewith my friends because i want to try to be serious..
If i change my Dai B maybe u guys really cant play with me, everything will be very serious..

Maybe is time for me to do a differences in my life...

Then i will start on Monday...

TRY TO!!!

Happy birthday,, miss Loo Yan Han

Happy birthday lo...
Grow older lo..Wish you have a very happy & blessed birthday..
Given you what u want for a long time..
Heng dai ma, dont think so much ok..
You guys are like my brother & sister ma!!!
RED + BLACK.. yeng ma..
Quite suitable for you , hope u like it.....
May this bag can bring u good luck while in the competition & also in every examination...



May God be with u always...

Today.. frist day of school reopen...

Today, dont Y feel sleepy..
But when i reach school the new class of mine is dirty & dusty too..
What a class!!!
Miss Saw lied to us that she said her class how clean how clean,
At the end is too dirty, everywhere is those disgusting tisu paper..
YER----
Beside me is alinyder lo.. haha...

It' new year time.. hurray...

1st is my reunion dinner..
That day is the most busy & also messy day,
M3 help out to pack & clean & also prepare plate & chopstick ..
HAHA ..
something funny happen My prawn is dead BUT still know how to Swim to floor & jump a few times ..

2nd DAY
I saw my niece..
SO SO CUTE...
look like ke xin no eye brown & also the name same call ke xin...
REALLY NGAM!!!!
that day start to gamble ..
Sit whole day on that table, my butt feel pain..
OMG.. ...

3rd DAY

When to my aunt to celebrate AGAIN...
We eat We chat We gamble again..
Until 2 am only go back home..
So so tired..
Like studying...^^

4th DAY
SLEEP WHOLE DAY.
Day till night..
So sleepy..

5th DAY

When GAI GAI lur..
With some of heng dai..
So watch DA BING XIAO JIANG LO~`~
i tell u is damn nice lo...

6th DAY

that means is today..
Having another with my family..
So full man...
O..
EAT at Damansara place..
OH MY GOD...
MY holiday is just eat..
IS WAY TOO horrible..

Happy Birthday..

Happy birthday to myself..
HAHA..
Hey, thx for ur present & also card too..
So touched..
Thank you .....

Hope both of you will be nothing ok?
Two also my heng dai ..
HAIZ..

Today gt someone SMS loh.. Shuang!!!!
HAHA..
THX A LOT..

Finally gt a chance to talk with my adorable god-sis..
We chat until we got down the bus ..
So miss her....
Her smile...
HEHE ^^
Gambateh....

The Cleveriest people in the world...

Miss loo yan han\..
Today, do a thing brave is to change a new phone ..
She took her handphone throw directly into to the White & Big toilet bowl..
So brave..
HAHA..
YER.. digusting..
When she came back some of us Start to zat her ..
Kelian..
MUAHAHA...

Continue my own journey,,,

This journey maybe is a hard time to me...
Because i got a lot of tuition...
Maybe this is also an opportunity to get closer our relantionship between me and my friends..

Now, i only that study is better than working till day and night..
Dont know why, got some kind of dont want to grow up that kind of feeling..
Getting Older, starting to think like an adult..
This is making me more headache..
Oh my..

We need to race with the Time now ...
Time is running very fast, Fast like a storm..
HAHA...

Preparing my exam lo..
Good night, everyone..





deRek_cyh (1.47am)5-2-10

today..

Today, woke up early in the morning then go to school..
On the way yo school, i saw thw whole of the road is full of plastic box & also cup...
Feel guilty that we treat our mother earth like that..
This earth is polluted by us, Now only we know that the consequence that did by us...

I'm going to fulfill my dream this year...

I will try my best to go into 5 A zhong nest year...
This few days , i'm finding ways to vent my stress..
So i think about 1 thing is to sleep day to night...
Dont know i'm looking for a place for full of happiness and without any pressure...
Do i really know what is pressure ????
Sometimes i think in the classroom, isnt my age growing older,then i need to think a lot ?
HAHA ..
Really, think too much...
i will try my best to put it away when the teacher teacher is teaching .......^^0

Miss Saw u are the cutiest teacher i ever seen, u make us smile everyday...
Sometimes, u even told us some jokes to let us laugh..
HAHA...
My friend LOO YAN HAN loves u so so much too...
HAHA...:)


loo Yan Han, Gambateh...
Ur grandmother will always help u and also bless you through every moment...

Everyone, please bless Miss Loo Yan Han grandmother will be in heaven happily Forever ..
:)

i

Gosh.. this few day SICK again ...

Sick again...
Gosh , Fever and bla bla bla...
i'm recovering fast...
YEAH, but no voice to talk./..
that day let my pig zat...
Just let her zat..
haha ...@!!!^^

Happy Birthday 2 YOU !!

happy birthday..
All best wishes to you..
Hope you like the colour of the water bottle luuu...
HAHA...

Until i only know..

Until now i found that i care the most are these 4 girls....
Maybe they give me is a kind of friendliness feel..
And also a kind of brother and sister can play together....
If they have any problem i would give them help ...
1 > moutain pig
2. my Bro yan han
3 meng li
4 My Godsister Qian hui..
HAHA ...><

Hope they will be able to be happy everyday ..

Finally..

Finally, i can see Miss Saw already..

i really miss her when she was absent the past few days...

Dont know why?

i think she is a friendly and a very cute teacher ...

some of my friends also love her so so much especially LOO YAN HAN...

HAHA..

quite a GOOD teacher,,HOPE...><

Oh my GOD!! what a bored and makes me hate her period..

What a ""OLD"" lady teaching us BM..
just only a few question also can teach us a whole period ...
sometimes , when i sit at my place i feel like wanted to use BROOM to hang her up on the FAN..
Do i need to scold her or teach her how to do or just sit there quitely i just let her talk until year end..
i scared i cant stand it anymore \!!!

What a horrible and terrible OLD lady...


DAY by day is getting harder and will makes us more tired...
Even, sleeping is going to be not much time...
last year, i think that form 4 have not much think to study..
but now i know what will coming up next is lots of thing to momerise..
i think i need to DIE..
OH my god..
my NEXT Target ... 5 A zhong..
Meet you guys there!!!
wish u all can do it too!!!